Pandora Diary: Questions

I have a chance tomorrow to get into something my parents are asking for. But i have different plans and i think way different then anyone around me. I want to study something totally different from everyone else and i want to do good in that, i like it but i think they don’t want it so we have fights each and every night. I really want to do something for myself and i don’t i am going to miss my chance by letting someone else dream for me or plan what i am going to do in my future. All i want is to follow my dreams and my passion but the question arises with ”what if and buts”.

Pandora Diary: Meet and Greet

The holy month of Ramadan ends and EID begins. There is no chance of being sad on that very day of ours.  Fire works on the dark night sky the day before EID. People coming out from their morning prayers and hugging people they know and greeting them on the first day of EID. The mosques filled with people and mostly wearing white. At home, bunch of people comes and goes, while tables filled wiith rich food and girls wearing beautiful attires. Then arrives the moment of having salami (EIDI or money provided by elders to young children as blessings). That is fun, when children would rush to the elders. On the other hand, the less fortunate, gets clothes and food as well. There are volunteers who would provide gifts for them or donations from mosques or families giving to them. Its nice to see someone being happy by someone who has more and have the willingness to share. Having the willingness to share happiness with someone who have less is a blessing.  

Pandora Diary: Out of reach

Around the months of November or December of 2013 he knocked her in a dating site. Unsure of what’s going to happen she didn’t disclose anything and he on the other hand took the risk and asked her out. She denied, it was obvious. He was trying to keep connection with her. They had few things in common, she started sharing and later discover she lived near his home..so slowly he got lost in her eyes…..he fell in love with her.

June 2014, the love he had for her all drained out, the situation changed, he left her alone, he wasn’t trying to keep any constant connection with her, but she was dying. She fell in love with him. He moved on. That’s the sad story.

January 2015, first day of this year, she swore to herself she would end the last day of this year with him. She swore she is going to change her life and shes gonna continue loving him. Even after his out of reach.

Maybe the stars have to do something with my decisions because we still talk even thiers no emotions.

This Summer: Thunders and Rain

Do u feel like, your all alone..in a a dark hole?
Do you  dream of the sun, like going down, never showing up?
We all feel hurt and loss, but they don’t let us
We all fight in in the rain, but scream louder…..louder then the thunders
Louder then the nature’s cry
Breaking into many parts….still flying high.

Do they feel. like we do under the rain  and sun
They just see rain water, rolling down my cheeks
No, they don’t dream…they just  think…
They just fight, fight with the sticks and stones
They can’t never cry nor scream… louder….louder then the thunders
Louder  then the  nature’s cry
They’re dead…broke into pieces..standing low…under our feet.

Pandora Diary: Maid’s Daughter

She was handed over the bag that had the things  we can afford to buy…she cant. The moment she came to the house she roamed around, while her mother worked, she stared  at things she don’t have at home or never saw. She liked the pen with different colors…later she owned it..it was given to her. She deserves it, she can have it  and now she can.