Smoke.

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Fade away with smoke, run away with your wings and never look back. Dreams and reality…always been colliding in our wildest dreams. Fade away baby, no ones gonna know where you been …or where you are, no ones gonna speak anyway cuz they are curse by reality.

Step into the wet streets at night, call you peers and say goodbyes, Hold the hands of the loved ones and go…away.. Fade away with the smoke, cuz no ones gonna know…

 

Pandora Diary: Distress of A Survivor

IMG_20150913_161558[1]This painting is for the girls who are survivors of the daily abuses.

I found her in my sketchbook few days ago, ”crying”. She was crying with flowers in her head, while her hair was messy and flying in the air. She was neither happy nor sad. Neither was a heart-breaker nor heart-broken. That is what paradox means, to be felt by itself or a state where you feel confused.. A lot of us feels that way, when can never give an exact answer of how you feel or how we intend to feel at the same time. 

She reminds me of my crying self at long winter nights when everything is calm and quite, only the darkness can see your tears rolling down your cheeks on the pillows. When millions of hands are touched your soul while walking on a lonely streets, when creepy eyes stare at your figure and comments are passed down by each one them. Even when people say alot to you for being a ‘girl’, for living a life where you cant wear what you want, because you are the ”weak gender” When no one helps when your screaming, when blood rushes down your thighs, even when they capture you and put you in a cage and torture you with thier mighty power and words and all you do is cry and they do is laugh like its a joke to play with someones life and dignity.